Something else over the weekend... I went to buy me some new jeans. Why? Well, what happens to mine due to the thunder thighs that I do have, holes start to take over. Yes, holes! My thighs rub together so much that they create friction, and soon the jean is no longer there, just a hole where jean used to be. Yes, I know a sad, sad situation. So, I went to the mall. I invited my friend to go with me. She is a skinny little thing. I have to add that because she went to all the plus size stores with me. Aaahh, a glimpse of what a woman of my size must go through to actually look nice and have clothes that feel comfortable on. It was so nerve racking! Nothing at the first store. Why is that? Well, the pants are either way to long, or they are UGLY! Why in the world would designers make things so inappropriate for fat people. We cannot wear strips in that direction, hello! Ok, so then the next store... UGLY! Finally I found some pants. Yes, I was willing to try on a few different pairs of pants and finally purchase two pair. This is just to get me through the next few weeks, hopefully! I will soon be out of a 20-22 and into the teens again. Whoot!
I must be honest people, I had two bites of a chocolate cake. I know, I know... I wanted so much more believe me. But, I only had two bites! Amazing, I love cake. It is my weakness at this point. Not the store bought kind, I am good on that. It is the homemade delicious ones that get to me every time!
I am feeling good about my weight for the first time in a long time. I guess the reason is, I am doing something about it. I know that no matter what happens tonight, I have done the very best I can, and I am so proud of myself for that. I believe in me, I know that I am worth it, and that I am already a winner. I have pushed and pushed this week, and there is nothing holding me back!
I am so proud of you lady. You are an inspiration to me, I know you were discouraged after last night but you did great and there are only great things to come from you so keep pushing!! I love sharing this journey with you.
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